Well this is another of my writing I do hope you enjoy it. I wrote this in the mistery of friendships, how they come and go but you never let go. How people tend to look for more and never look back, how people are selfish but they do care, but they just need to go on.  True friendship I have come to know, true friendships I have seen in my life, but how our actions can be misunderstood, how can our acctions let people think we dont care when they are the only thing in our minds. The mistery that people come and go from our life but the memories stay like an eco from the past, like a ghost on our hearts.

Nothing

 

In this world of lonesome mind, I will not have to worry,

That worry that ages us all, the worry of getting old

Of growing alone, because I know you will be there.

 I wish I could prove you I love

You, I wish you could trust what seems to be empty

The emptiness of my words. And even though I know

Your there I feel I must get more, why can’t I just be

Grateful for what I have? For having you? I am so human

I am so imperfect, I should not care, at least I have you.

And I feel not loyal, unloving, not deserving of having you.

I am happy, grateful, knowing you’ll always be there

But as always I am scared, scared of making you my

Whole, cuss when your gone I will have nothing, so be

My nothing, as they say nothing last forever. Somehow

I feel I must be recognized, praised, admire, loved

But what for? At the end it still empty, at the end

I’ll still have nothing; I’ll have you, my faithful friend

I am sorry for being ungrateful, for being unpleased.

But be sure I love you, the nothing that I trust and

Expect that will last forever that I am glad it’s always

There, that things end and that you last forever

Because when you’re my nothing, I will have nothing to

Expect, because when I don’t expect, I never get down, because

I’ll always see the night as the beginning of a new day,

And the day as the endless night full of nothing for me

And only me.