Well I was inspired in this indirectly by my mistress Ivy (Edit: Goddess Ivy I knew that) and her “chubby” as she call him (Edit: its “hubby), my best friend Carlos. This is my first blog ever and its kind of dedicated to them, my inspiration.

    I start with this calling it a restless mind, and even thou people might say “well of course the mind dont rest, I mean we do but it dont.” I go beyond this. I call it restless because I exceed things, I observe, I think and over think things, I am overly curious for things people may not take notice or dont give much thoughts of. Because of this I dont think of my self Superior or different, I feel normal, a normal teenager. But my eyes are thous of a kid, full of curiosity and excitement, where everything is bigger and wonderful. My mind is restless not for common thoughts or common agendas (it has of that too of course) but I challenge my brain, my though, my soul into something much more, onto things much bigger.